Janji Reinkarnasi

Aku baru sadar, ternyata, dari semua yang kau lakukan: Menasihati tuk biarkan ia mati bahwa yang sejati hanyalah mati. Kau masih berlari-lari tidak menghadapi apa yang kau ulang berkali-kali Biarkanlah mati Yang sejati hanyalah mati Reinkarnasi sudah berjanji tidak akan mengulang lagi bagi orang yang memberi hati pada mati.

I will never have any control of how you think and perceive things. I have explained things that I need to explain. I don’t know anymore what version of me you’re expecting to have. I don’t know which things that I’m capable of doing would lessen the pain. I am, about to quit, I guess. […]

Grant Our Wish

My life is reaching its highest level of worthlessness, where people leave and I am helpless. To quote the recent wish of a dearest person: I wish my impulsivity will be strong enough to kill me. I wish the same. I wish the same.