Aku baru sadar, ternyata, dari semua yang kau lakukan: Menasihati tuk biarkan ia mati bahwa yang sejati hanyalah mati. Kau masih berlari-lari tidak menghadapi apa yang kau ulang berkali-kali Biarkanlah mati Yang sejati hanyalah mati Reinkarnasi sudah berjanji tidak akan mengulang lagi bagi orang yang memberi hati pada mati.
I fell asleep unintentionally and woke up at 1 am I had a dream with you in it now I realize I lost you twice.
Some people were just born plain stupid: to be unable to understand the simplest thing that was being told the clearest; the most common gestures that show most sacrifice. Stupid fool. So stupid. Stupid. And I, who fell.
When you’re in love you know it is the first you come to or the last you come to. It’s always there, in every chapter of the book you read, in every story you can tell, in every ticking second you can hear, in the depth of your unconsciousness. You know, you just know. And […]
I will never have any control of how you think and perceive things. I have explained things that I need to explain. I don’t know anymore what version of me you’re expecting to have. I don’t know which things that I’m capable of doing would lessen the pain. I am, about to quit, I guess. […]
My life is reaching its highest level of worthlessness, where people leave and I am helpless. To quote the recent wish of a dearest person: I wish my impulsivity will be strong enough to kill me. I wish the same. I wish the same.